You.
I wish I hate you enough to forget you.
To will your disappearance from the face of the earth.
To order your banishment to another planet.
Stop hogging my thoughts.
Quit taunting me.
I'll admit it. I promise. Just go away.
I haven't got tears left to stain my pillows.
I haven't the energy to heave sighs.
I haven't the strength to keep doing this.
I just want to be happy.
To smile.
For an ounce of normalcy.
You.
Please leave me alone.
5 comments:
i like the way you write. and i'd like to say smthg in response to this post, despite the risk of sounding like dr phil. u'll never forget. u can only resolve, or forgive. self resolution would be the first step i suppose. to hate would mean to not let go. but hey, u dont really have to hold the words of a stranger with high regard.
I've lived in denial for quite a bit and i intend to no longer. hopefully embracing the truth is a step toward resolution. if all else fails, hopefully time (another 5 years perhaps) and the faith will get me through.
Thank you anyway i appreciate the kind intent.
For once someone beat me to the 1st comment...I can guess who u r talking about...time does heal all wounds..look ahead to the future and don't dwell on the past..anyway just a thought..don't go looking for trouble if u know wat i mean...take care
hey.your style of writing is really good.something different.you ARE revealing your thoughts and all AND not letting the whole world know about it at the same time.nice.i l0ike!hahaha.
haha someone sure did. but things have gotten a lil' complicated as of yesterday. i don't go looking for trouble. IT always comes finding for me. it's a vicious merry go round la except its nothing near merry. roarrr... anyway thank you anonymous, well as much as i want to let it all out, i don't want the rest of the world to know. sighhh...
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