It just dawned on me that I haven't updated close to 3 weeks now. Pretty long a hiatus no? Whilst I'm still caught in the mundanity of things (not that it's bad to have a little consistency), sometimes I wonder who my spontaneity has eloped with.
That aside, it's inexplicable really how ecstatic I am with the commencement of the new semester . As much as I love vacations and all that, I can't wait to get past mine, so that my brain cells get their much deserved stimulation it has been deprived of, for like forever. (It's so evident, you can tell from the way I'm expressing myself.) Like really. * Note the frequent use of bimbotic language.
Of late, I've been so preoccupied with I don't know what. But it seems that I've something to tend to almost everyday. If I'm not flying, it's some event I'm attending or a certain someone I'm meeting for brunch, lunch or dinner or just coffee. I'm falling behind my religious reading though which displeases me a great deal. And oh, I'm proclaiming myself the queen of procrastination. Sloth has crept in ever so stealthily and I hate that it throws me off track. But everything's been a mad rush. The adrenaline is almost orgasmic. I find that pretty hilarious but I like entertaining that thought. And I'm most definitely not complaining. I'm glad I've been kept duely busy.
On a different note, as much as I hate to speak of my personal life, there's just a tiny issue that's been annoyingly reccurent. Yes as much as ignorance is bliss, sometimes being gracious overrides that. And when I succumb to my otherwise 'unbitchy' side (stupid alter ego) , I find that I get caught up in the cycle.
So I've hence decided that I shall play devil after all. As long as I'm not hurting more than one party in the end.
So that's that for now.
I'm going to promise that I give myself a little 'me' time.
26 comments:
Been a long time since i came back to see ur blog too...anyway sometimes we got to make painful and hard decisions but you gotta look long ahead instead of falling back to the viscious cycle...anyway looking forward to seeing ya back in school u weirdo.. :P
shent: hello! i can't wait for the sem to start. i'm could pee in my pants from the anticipation. whee!
omg kamini i ct believe u had sex in a theatre. r u tt horny?
anon: no i'm not. it was just a juvenile thing. so chill.
anon:i'm sorry i didn't know people who had sex outside of their bedrooms were horny? so those who don't must be mother mary. sex is already so overrated. i don't see the big deal here. sadly you must be one of my friends cos i don't add strangers on my friendster. such a disappointment.
but hw can u have sex in a theatre?i mean its a public place right. tt's y im saying.
anon: i know la i understand but you know when you're young and thrill is all you seek?
we grow up you know.
you can't possibly be doing all these naughty things when you're 25 right...that's what I'M saying.
wen u were young?how early can u lose ur virginity?indians r conservative n going 2 such an xtend. lol..
"anonymous, relac la...sex in a theatre...quite 'in'....u sound not very young....so can lose virginity already what...no la not making fun of u....but right....really quite happening la.....later don't say no one tell u...kay not?....u only one never do la...WHOLE WORLD got do....want help to find kaki or not?"
prolly ur e one who fucked her or is wanting 2 fuck her in e theatre. good luck dude
anonymous: how original. pure genius.
kam: sorry for the mess here.
raj: hey you, where'dya go? i'm glad you're back. no worries. let the naysayer have a field day. that's what they're notorious for no? you're hilarious btw.
anon: you ah. okay miss 40 year old virgin...you must seriously be lacking some excitement. you haven't had sex? good lord. let's take a vote all in favour of outdoor sex say aye. AYE! and i'll bet a million more. we're living in the 21st century and its not like i had sex with more than one person. so many others out there have multiple sex partners but does that make them sluts and whores? at least i'm being open about it and not acting like some saint. there are those who lose their virginity as early as 9 at least i was legal! btw fyi, raj is a GIRL. ha.
kam: sch's been a bitch. exams to start on monday. my eyes are about to pop from trying to do a semester's worth of reading in one week. and how're u doing. happy halloween. trick or treat?
anon: actually you're right. i want to become "pure" again. how do i get on the path of righteousness. i don't want to sin no more..pleeeeaase.help me get out of this dirty world. find me salvation. i need a place to start over. even if it's a koodisai by the street. it feels like quicksand. it's taking me deeper baby, DEEPER. eh wait can i do the public thing one more time before u save me? damn shiok la! after u save me cannot do again right? tsk wah lau. i tell u secret.u do sexing.ur face become glowing.no need facial! REALLY
hahahah raj IS hilarious!!!
i vote for outdoor sex! AYEEEEEEEE!!!!
hmmm, kam you are right. why act holier-than-thou when only have one partner compared to the rest of the world we know!!
sheesh indians and their narrow-mindedness. i think they are living in the era where frenching can make you preggers!!
wooooooo. see u later baby!
eh where the anonymous person gooo?
maybe anon went to have sex in the outdoors and got caught by the police? :P
oh well kam u wanna tok so much u dare tell tis 2 ur parents n even if ur parents noe u think they garee to tis although we're in e 21st century?
anon: whoa dude...there are somethings that are better left unsaid. its how you don't want to know what your parents are doing behind closed doors. i seriously don't want them to know what i'm doing in regards to my sex life. who'd be crazy enough to go discuss this with their parents for that matter?!
amen to that kam!
anon: haha. funny child.
kam i wasnt e anon hu said amen to u. well see i mean u might b in e 21st century bt my point is u ct openly tell ur parents ur nt a virgin like in e western countries. we asians, esp indians r conservative n believe only sex after marriage. no offence bt i jus felt tis way right. no matter hw modern u are, u can b daring enough 2 have sex in a public place, bt ct tell ur parents cos it's unaccpetable according 2 them.
anon: dude..wats ur point man? u r not making any sense..u r just repeating wat kam says when she says she's not telling her folks..who the heck will? some things are better left unsaid rite? this kinda thing happens anyway not to say its right or wrong but wats done is done..so leave it be dude
aiyo i very confused la.
anon (whichever): i noe you mean well really (in some odd way). from all your tags i know you're not the kind who just wants to diss me for the sake of. individualism? we're entitled to diff viewpoints no? and i respect yours i do. but i'm not the kind who sleeps around or beds any tom dick and harry. i have morals and principles and obligations to myself.
uh huh okk kam. im sorry. i'll respect ur point of view of pre-marital sex. at least i understand ur loyal to ur partner and not a hooker or anything like that. was jus alarmed that u did that in a theatre. tc n continue to have ur values.
anon: aiyo of course i'm not la. you tc too then. thanks for dropping by.
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